《春天责备》

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《春天责备》

昨晚回到3天没去的实验室,师妹对我说:你网购的书到了。我说:我订书了?不会吧?

“肯定是你订的,我签收的”,一本包着几层塑料皮的书递给了我

我没有立即拆开。稍微搜索了一下我的记忆……我订书了吗?

哦,差点忘了,上个星期我确实从卓越上订了一本,原准备从当当订的,因为我已经是它的VIP会员了,可这本书在当当上的送货区域竟然没有我们这儿,于是找了卓越

昨晚,我躺在床上读着它,前半部分的诗,暂时不看,先从散文看起。看了2篇,我就很担心今晚的睡眠,读这种文字很可能会失眠的,于是又看了2篇,告诉自己应该睡了,明天要早起上班。可我不愿看到的事终于发生了,夜里突然醒来,睡不着,开灯一看,凌晨2点半。在床上翻来覆去,折腾了好一会儿,终于又睡了,过一会儿又在没手机的振动下自然醒来,一看,5点半。哎,我应该6点起床的啊。这本书,让我至少损失了宝贵的1个小时的睡眠

早晨,我把这本书装进包里,我要在地铁里读它,因为在那里我将有20分钟的空闲。如果我要遇到一个人也像我一样读这本书,不管是她/他,我都要和她/他搭讪

中午开始下雪,开始时零零星星,没有一点规模,一位同事做了一个非常恶劣的比喻:有点像飘头皮屑。据说下午的雪落得很大,但很忙,无心赏雪。下班后匆匆钻进地铁里读这本书,快到目的地时,地铁从地下驶入地面,从黑暗里突然进入白茫茫的世界,那场景稍微震撼了一下我,不再看书,花点时间看看这短暂的雪

走在路上,雪花很碎,风很大,打在衣服上噼里啪啦的响,尽管包里有伞,但我没打,尽管帽子可以翻起戴上,但我要直面这场风雪。路上,我甚至还想到了这首歌:

回到实验室,做了点吃的,其间又看了看外面的雪。雪和自己的面条都很好看。可相机没带,就借了同学的拍了几张


(实验室外的雪)


(自己用微波炉做的面,配料是:里脊肉,西红柿,西兰花,水和盐)

当然,别忘了那本书,今晚我不看了,担心失眠,因为明天要上24小时的班。有空的闲人们,可以看看,一个曾经见过光明的人写的书,很简单的文字,真的很简单

不知道,喜欢一个人的文字要什么理由,但书上的这点字句足以把我打动:我无法承诺为某个盲童带来一生的幸福,这个计划只是一声遥远的召唤,就像你不能送一个迷路的盲人回家,但可以找一根干净光滑的盲杖,交到他手中,路边的树、垃圾箱、风吹的方向、狗叫声、晚炊的香气,会引导他一路找回家门

我尤其喜欢最后的这句:路边的树、垃圾箱、风吹的方向、狗叫声、晚炊的香气,会引导他一路找回家门
(想像一下那个场景吧)

在今天迎着风雪回来的路上,我就在构思这篇短文了。可回来一上网,发现被我的偶像抢了先。其实,这篇序,去年年底就读过,等了一年,书终于出来了

  1. 起子
    2010年12月16日08:55

    微波炉做的面条都快赶上我的水平了!

  2. spanishcastle
    2010年12月16日10:54

    我也去淘宝购一本啊。

  3. yanhu
    2010年12月16日12:07

    @spanishcastle

    也可以从卓越买,那儿便宜,只要16元

    http://www.amazon.cn/mn/detailApp/ref=sr_1_1?_encoding=UTF8&s=books&qid=1292472294&asin=B004C7V0TW&sr=8-1

    还免运费

    还有,拿到书,千万不要在路上看.万一被我碰到,我要上前搭话的 :)

  4. yanhu
    2010年12月16日12:15

    @起子

    最近的这些日子,晚餐基本都是这样的面条,营养不错,常吃不厌

    看着自己做的一锅面,还挺有成就感的

  5. 欣燃
    2010年12月16日20:46

    我喜欢《绿皮火车》,但我还是不喜欢你的偶像。在单向街他老打岔,只他搅场了。后来柴静实在没辙了,以“干我的老本行”为名义,用采访的形式,才让活动继续下去,周云蓬才终于能顺顺畅畅的做他的表达。

    周爷说“爱情”,您的偶像说“泡妞”。。
    唉,也不愧是您的偶像呢——孩子都那么老大了,整天还惦记着给小姑娘写情书。。。。

  6. 欣燃
    2010年12月16日20:49

    上课时你是老师,下课了我们平等~~
    :P
    :) :):)

  7. yanhu
    2010年12月17日11:45

    @欣燃

    下了班,吃完了午餐,坐在医院的图书馆上网

    看到这条留言,我开心的笑了,很久没这这么开心了。thank you :)

    关注或者说追随我的偶像快6年了。他身上吸引着我的魅力并没有随着时间的推移而衰减,我喜欢看他的文字和演讲,他想表达的就是我想说的,但我没有能力表达出来。当然,他绝对不是个完人,他也从没标榜自己是个完人,他有很多缺点,他只是比普通人稍微聪明和真诚一点罢了。他勇敢的抛弃了中国的垃圾教育,还执着的对抗着这个垃圾体制,我有着和他一样的愤怒和理想

    本想给个这个月初他在海淀剧院演讲的链接,但我知道你是不会看的

    另外,“孩子都那么老大了”也不能说明我老啊,我结婚早啊;还有,“整天还惦记着给小姑娘写情书。。。。”,绝对是杜撰。好看的人,从心底会有些喜欢,再正常不过了,谁敢否认呢!研究显示当两个陌生人对视时,第一印象就是对方的相貌,尤其是异性间的对视。其中女性得出结论所用的时间更短,不到十分之一秒就能判断出对方是否性感,某种意义上这是本能,但她们往往都会否认具有这个能力

    关于“情书”,这辈子也就写过2封,还和其中的一个人结了婚。怎么能说“整天”呢?

  8. yanhu
    2010年12月17日12:08

    @欣燃

    其实在课堂上,师生间也该是平等的

    我理想中的平等,是在各个环节的平等

    理想社会就是一个平等的社会,人人生而平等,那是不言而喻的嘛

  9. fenghua
    2010年12月18日09:09

    你给欣燃上课了?。。你的偶像是谁?。。还有,我觉得你年轻又帅得狠。。还有,想着给小姑娘写情书是狠好的事情啊,要我就不会否认。。

  10. yanhu
    2010年12月18日16:20

    @fenghua

    给欣燃上课一事,指的是回答她在我的《血型》系列里的提问,我俨然把她当作学生。别的方面,她相当有主见,不会听我的

    ≈≈≈≈≈≈

    我的偶像,你点一下倒数第二行的加了粗的“抢了先”就知道了,其实也是王三表的偶像(感兴趣的话请点击

    在这里,肯定有很多人不喜欢他,这我理解,大家都相互伤害过,从中可以一瞥中国的人际关系的复杂

    但不可否认,他具有某种魅力,看《让子弹飞》我可以不笑不哭,但看他在海淀剧场的演讲(感兴趣的话也可点击),我笑了好几次,最后他说到楼上包厢里的母亲时,差点被他煽出眼泪

    ≈≈≈≈≈≈

    我的外貌普通,年轻的只是心态,不要被我那点点自信或自恋的文字迷惑 :)

    情书,这东西,感觉很难再写出来了。自我感觉相当的检点,不知道怎么会给人留下那种印象 :)

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