礼物
礼物
update：
to 所有留言的同学（不一一道歉了）
对不起，大家都误会了。都怪我第一段没写清楚，“准备和大家告别，打算至少1年不写了”那是我前天晚上躺在床上想的，昨天看到nana 的那篇，心情就好多了，发现原来不是我一个人这样啊。其实，看看除了第一段的文字，剩下的没有一点要离开的意思啊。某个同学曾经留言，要我写到2050，当时我还挺感动的，只要能活到那一天，就坚持吧
再说一次对不起，我真的不是故意地，无意中骗了几个同学的留言中出现了“喜欢”二字。其实，我也很喜欢你们
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这几天消沉的情绪同样在我身上出现，昨晚躺在医院的床上，琢磨着最后一篇博客的措辞，准备和大家告别，打算至少1年不写了
今天，发现不好过的人不止我一个。老罗在海淀演讲时说他：隔一段时间就会非常低落，并推测抑郁症的感觉就是这种状态的持续。这，我有同感。好在，目前我没有抑郁，昨天科主任还夸我怎么心态那么的好，整天这么开心。其实，我当时的状态还是有点低落的，表露的开心那是硬撑着的。她没有看到我真正开心时的样子
记得初三时，挨过班主任的一次批评。当时我坐最后一排，正和同座开心的说笑呢。突然，班主任点了我的名：yanhu，你有什么事这么高兴？嘴笑的跟荷花似的。这是一个让我终身难忘的比喻，在很high的一刻被泼了冷水，当着全班人的面。为什么那么高兴我倒忘了，但那点点伤害我依然可以回味
如果你经常傻乐呵，也可能有病。个别染色体畸形或遗传性疾病的表现就是傻乐呵，我一度怀疑自己是不是有点问题，因为妈妈生我时已属于绝对意义上的高龄产妇，高龄产妇的孩子发生染色体畸形的几率是很高的。但这些病人的认知能力和外貌都存在缺陷，这一点我不符合
今天的题目是《礼物》，到现在还没提到礼物，那是不行的
我是个不爱给人送礼物的人，尤其是给陌生人，尤其是给异性。我要是想让你知道我有多好，我不会采取送礼这个方式，我要让你在日常的相处中感受到我的与众不同。所以我不喜欢那部《什么树之恋》，里面充斥着形形色色的礼物，甚至还有钱！当然，我不排斥礼物，当我收到礼物时，也会很高兴，至少人家在给你选购礼物时挂念的是你。礼物一定要简单，不能昂贵。一旦昂贵，我就觉得里面暗藏着交易，会让人不安
有时一个人路过商店的橱窗，看到里面有漂亮的衣服，就会想到妻子穿上是否合适。有时候我会硬着头皮推门进了店，让店员帮我选一下，我会比划一下这件衣服将来主人的胖瘦和身高，买回去，老婆一试，从来都是正好。记得有一次店员会问我：要不找个长的差不多同事帮你试一下。我连忙笑说：算了，算了。后来经常进入女士服饰店，心理素质越来越好，没有当初的紧张了
今天我选购了2个礼物，是给2个孩子的。其中一个是为我儿子选的，身边的家乐福最近搞活动，每买50元的商品就送一个印花，集齐20个，加38.8元就送一个梦工厂动画片里的玩具，集齐40个，就免费送。我已经集了20多个了，没耐心等到40个了，就拿了其中的20个加了点钱换了《马达加斯加》里面的这个斑马。我还看中了一头驴子，等下一次吧。所以我最近都聚在一块儿买东西，就是为了凑个50或100的整儿，以便换到印花。没想到，今天下夜班没休息好，头有点晕，加法出了问题，最后竟然差了4毛，当时我就傻了，这些东西白买了，老着脸皮求收银员：就差4毛钱，给一个吧。可收银员令人发指的讲原则，严肃的说：不到50，不给！
没想到，在我前面的一位老大妈转头对我说：我这儿有一张，送给你，我不要那玩意儿。为什么要送给我，因为刚刚我结帐时发现柜台上有一打电池没人拿，估计是前面的她忘拿的，就喊住她，她很感谢我。看来，心肠热有好报啊
哆啦A梦是送给另一个孩子，这个小孩昨天从南京赶来住院，他父亲认识我的一个朋友，因此转到我以前上学的医院。这个孩子只有5岁，上幼儿园，得了一种罕见的肿瘤——神经母细胞瘤，而且已经转移到骨头，刚刚发现还不到一周。如果这种病没有转移，及时的化疗和手术还是有可能治愈的，一旦转移，预后就不好了。刚刚去病房看望这个孩子，把哆啦A梦放在他的床边。他正在睡觉，很漂亮的一个男孩。因为目前孩子状态还可以，而且确诊不到一周，残酷的化疗还没开始，他的母亲似乎还没强烈感受到她将要失去这个孩子
昨天孩子转来时，我正在另一家医院上班，无法回来帮忙。孩子的就诊、住院都是电话托一个师妹给办的，我很感激她。今天出夜班，决定要送她一个礼物：一瓶平时我真舍不得给别人喝的酸奶
…大宝天天见！
我特别喜欢医生，特别喜欢看你的医院故事。你低落的时候就不要写，有情绪的时候就写几笔，情绪高涨的时候写多几笔好了。那个什么一年不写的话，收回去吧，我们当做从来没有看见。
我也很喜欢看你的故事
一年的不要
我前两天去gym，买一袋零食一块，给老太太5块，人家找了我三张一块钱和8个quarters，我退给她一块钱，说多了，老太太算数不清楚，好半天才明白，然后说thank you for being honest。然后我走了。再回头发现手套没了，到处找，去问老太太，她从柜子下面拿了出来，说别人捡到送来的。
瞧，也是一个循环。
刚来看你的文字就要停写了。。也好，调整一下吧。我老是以为，医者都有一颗强大的心，不然何以面对那么多无力的时刻。
喜欢看。
YANHU，谢谢你在这里写字，讲故事。你的博客我每篇都看，而且多半会给你回复。我想告诉你，你的文字有热量。
我有过严重的抑郁症，那时候我失眠很严重，连续三个月，彻夜无眠，几近崩溃。现在我自己走出来了，但还不能说完全好了。情绪低落的时候，你也可以写字，低落的情绪，也值得享受。我们能相互温暖彼此。其实我们够幸福的了，比起那些不幸的人。
yanhu老师，计划赶不上变化，别打算了，不想写的时候就停，想写了再继续，顺其自然吧。
无论你停多久，我们会一直想念你。
同意以上各位.
yanhu老师，真的很喜欢看你写的文字啊。顺其自然就好。
“今天出夜班，决定要送她一个礼物：一瓶平时我真舍不得给别人喝的酸奶”——这句爆笑。。
@fenghua
不知为何爆笑？
回来后真的送了，有四个同学在办公室，当时一人一瓶
怎么也有不想写的念头了。
我也讲两个插曲。昨天买干货，共271元，老板娘收我270，给她300，却找了我31，我一看糊涂了怎么还多找了。立马给人家了。人家还客气的说一块钱，没什么啊，没还也没关系。我说，可我拿着不舒服啊！
还是昨天，一学生的父亲病逝了，我买鲜花去看望。花店老板不在，托对面小吃店的老板照看，拿了花，叫我晚些付没关系。我们其实不认识，我忙说我是某某学校的。回来付款的时候，那老板跟我说了两遍谢谢，我也跟着说了两遍，“要谢谢侬啊。”我们的百姓多纯朴。这一天，有着忧伤，也有着感动。
@spanishcastle
只是偶尔闪过的一个念头，总觉得自己没什么长进，得静心再看一段时间的书。而且相比同年龄的那些文字优秀的人，那些差距让自己不堪落笔。当然，你可以劝我，你也不是把写字当职业的，你会看病啊
只有诚实才能带来信任，多希望社会上的每个人之间多真诚一点。这几天，在超市买收拾好的整鸡，我要工作人员帮我剁成小块，回去就不再弄啦。可工作人员说：你得付完钱，拿回来我帮你剁。我说：付完钱再回来，多麻烦啊。他说：以前我帮人剁成小块，结果人家不付钱，我就买不出去了
你看，正因为发生了这样的事，以后的顾客就要为此浪费时间
又见机器猫。。
@56音乐网
没有不喜欢机器猫的
可见此物的魅力
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