有些人,总让我感动
今天中午在单位的图书馆上Google Reader,其推荐的第一条就是“肉唐僧”写的“狄更斯”
晚上回来,这一条没影儿了,但宋石男的博客转贴了
这些中国最具良心的知识分子一个个被关进监狱,他们付出的是自由,我们这些胆小者就得关心他们的妻儿,否则还有谁愿去战斗。从一点一滴的做起,推翻它,只是迟早的事
狄更斯
作者:肉唐僧 2011-06-16 03:37
我和冉土匪交情并不深,只是几面之缘,却很投机。所以这两年我每到成都,都会要求他请我吃饭。他比我年长一岁,说话大嗓门。在饭店里还好,在白夜那种装B的地方,他“唐僧我和你说句悄悄话”时脖子上青筋都吼得出七、八根的路数,着实让我有些不好意思。他进去后,我去北京找莫之许,跟他说,冉土匪老婆没工作,女儿读初三,生活恼火。我们不能不管。这一、两年,莫之许在北京很威风,出门有专职的“司机和保镖”。我们几个开一桌,他的“司机和保镖”也在旁边开一桌。吃着吃着,莫之许还会举杯跟邻桌表示歉意。说哥几个,又害你们加班了,大连来的朋友,我们再聊两句。那桌的朋友也很给面子,说没事儿没事儿,你们聊。气氛相当和谐。
莫之许的意见是:这事儿要定性为纯人道主义救助,想政府之所想,急政府之所急,为维稳大业略尽绵薄。所以,要等判了之后再凑钱不迟。现在搞,怕有关方面多心,以为咱是叫板怎么着?我觉得他说得很有道理,就回去等信儿。没多久,宋石男告诉我冉家收到逮捕令,募资的事情可以启动了。但冉夫人是个要强的人,她一开始并不想接受资助,说还能撑一阵子。再说,搞这个事情,万一对判决产生不利影响呢?实在不行了,家里别的没有,书有的是,可以卖书为生。宋石男跟我说,嫂子一提卖书,他眼泪就下来了。说土匪回来后看见他视如性命的书不见了,那还得了?万万使不得。冉夫人一开始还死不吐口,后来要请律师。虽然律师不要钱,但人家飞来飞去的差旅和做功课的钱,也是个不小的数目。冉夫人无能为力,只好同意,但嘱咐不要公开。
关于募资,我的想法是,大钱我不管,我也不知道他家有多少积蓄。我们只要做到不让冉夫人和女儿生活质量下降即可。另外,不知道他判几年,三年五年八年十年都可能,是个持续的事情。所以我就想找100个人,每人每月出64块钱,一年就是768块。只要土匪在里面,这100人就持续捐助他老婆孩子。这样呢,一是每个人的负担都不重,二是,让冉的朋友、读者也有个机会,一直惦记着他。
因为不能公开,只好杀熟。QQ群和MSN里的人划拉一遍还不够用,只好厚着脸皮在微博里一个一个地发私信化缘。有一天散人在微博里喊了一嗓子,忽拉来了三十几号人,很快就凑满了。但是报名凑满后,麻烦也就来了。有些人报了名之后却不打款。而这又是封闭式的,100人为限。你不声明退出的话我就不能找替补,只能反复催,要么催到钱、要么催到表态退出,很烦琐。另一个麻烦是,为了搞清楚谁汇了款谁没汇款,我给每个人从零分到九毛九设了一个尾号,便于我对账。但是很多人不理解,直接打800整数的就有10个人,这你让我怎么知道谁是谁呢?还有一位武汉的兄弟更可气,分到的尾数是0.19,他嫌不吉利,蔫头巴脑的汇了768.88元。我赶紧通知0.88尾号的人说您的钱到账了。那位0.88姑娘说:“我还没汇呢,你收到什么收到?真TM不靠谱~~~”
我说这些,中心意思是:尾号很重要。因为我收了大家的钱,只能公布金额明细却不能公布名单,这就存在监管漏洞。比如,我收到80份800块钱,只报10份,自己贪了5万6,你们怎么知道呢?如果大家都严格按照尾号来,我今天发个报账帖子,下面有人回复“0.23飘过”,后面又有人说“日哟,我才是0.23”,这么着,我贪污的行为就暴露了嘛。是不是?
我当然希望明年这个时候不需要再替冉家凑钱了。但是万一还需要,各位亲们请一定严格按照给定的尾号打款。在机制上,你们要保证我的清白。另外,有人说捐款可以,但要匿名。我说这不行。因为万一政府抓我,不用拿老虎凳实物给我看,嘴上一提“老虎凳”这三个字,我立马就招了。如果不抓的话,你们自己可以站出来说我捐了钱,这我管不着,但我不会主动公布名单。所以匿名是没有意义的。还有的人要求让冉夫人写个收条,这我做不到,所以也婉拒了。
经过凡此种种,钱终于凑齐了。有一个人执意要替她的女儿再认捐一份,所以是99个人出了100份。另外有两个人经济困难,但执意要表示一下。一个给了176.8元,一个给了100块。所以总账是:101个人,凑了77680.46元。我去银行取钱,银行没有一分钱,给了我77680.45元。差一分钱。
这次来成都,住在宋石男推荐的一个公寓式酒店,五岳散人恰好也在成都,都住在一个地方。酒店老板也是冉的好朋友,姓傅。去冉家之前,我去他办公室打印明细单子,想着差一分钱,心里就不痛快,试着问了一句:你这儿有一分钱没有?老板娘说有。我很高兴,就把原委说了。去冉家是傅老板开车送我们去。临出门的时候老板娘说:“这里也有我一分钱哟”。大家哈哈大笑起来。
我们四个人——宋石男、五岳散人、傅老板和我,一起去冉家。冉夫人一个人在家,女儿冉小冉恰好昨天中考考完,出去找同学耍了,没见到。冉夫人简单介绍了下情况。律师到现在也没见着,更不知道什么时候开庭。多方打听,说土匪在里面七点多就爬起来看书。还说,“他说话嗓门好大呀”。冉夫人说这句的时候自己也笑起来。看来这句话令她宽心不少。
冉夫人是个很了不起的女人。说话温和、不快不慢,内心很强大。她说:“我们是很普通的人家,只想过平淡的日子。现在一下子受到这么多关注,我不适合,也不喜欢,所以从不接受媒体采访。现在这个事情落到我们家头上,抱怨也没有用。只希望能够在法律的框架下,按程序把它走完。我也和公安说,我是个基督徒,我只希望在960万平方公里的土地上,不同的信仰能够并存,能够平等理性地交流和沟通。冉不是个政治人,他只是个文人,一个丈夫,一个父亲。”
走之前,我们上楼参观了一下冉的书房。他在我面前吹嘘过好几次,可见是很心爱的,大概有三万来册藏书吧。阳台上关着他的狗,叫狄更斯。冉夫人告诉我,自从它的主人去了都江堰之后,它变得一天比一天阴郁和暴躁。所以我只敢隔着玻璃门拍了一张它的照片。在看到狄更斯之后,我心里才一下子难过起来。觉得很对不起它。
“它的目光被那走不完的铁栏
缠得这般疲倦,什么也不能收留
它好像只有千条的铁栏杆
千条的铁栏后
便没有宇宙……”
yanhu,第一次看到这篇。。08年汶川地震后,刚好是冉做一项活动的中间联系人,我们以家庭名义帮助过一个藏族女孩的家庭,因此跟冉有过几封邮件往来。后来听说他自己的事。。
@小象
这么危险的一篇,你还要留言
不知道后代人如何去写这段历史,会不会也象我们小时候读的那些革命故事,一代代人前赴后继,为了一个新中国
昨天看到这篇,第一感觉是难过,几个朋友还想着为受难者的妻女筹点生活费,感谢那99个人;第二感觉是遗憾,因为我没有微博,也不知此事,如果有下一次,我也应该参加,每年768元还是能够承担得起的;第三感觉是充满希望,因为这篇文章在第一时间就上了Google Reader推荐的第一条,肯定是无数的人顶了它,公道自在人心。当权者打着实现共产主义的谎言从老百姓的口袋里巧取豪夺时,那些最普通的人还冒着危险捐钱给一位忧国忧民的受难者的家人,无比欣慰
每当看见你,我都会感到惭愧。我们能想到一块,但我却常常走在相反的路上。
想到老ai.
@民老头
怎么说呢,我肯定没比你多做多少,但我也为了曾经的一点点行为付出过一点点代价。我们都不是合格的公民,否则中国也不会是现在这个样子
记得乔治.奥威尔《动物农庄》里的一段:
每周总有几个夜晚,等琼斯先生入睡后,他们就在大户仓里召集秘密会议, 向其他动物详细阐述动物主义的要旨。起初,他们针对的是那些迟钝和麻木的动物。这些动物中,有一些还大谈什么对琼斯先生的忠诚的义务,把他视为“主人”,提出很多浅薄的看法,比如“琼斯先生喂养我们,如果他走了,我们会饿死的”。等等。还有的 问到这样的问题:“我们干嘛要关心我们死后才能发生的事情?”或者问:“如果造反注定要发生,我们干不干又有什么关系?”
看看这些问题,和我们身边的那些想法多么相似
@spanishcastle
艾的案情与冉与刘都有点不同,他肯定有经济上的问题被抓住把柄了。当局在前年就查过他在中国银行的账户,以此告诫他要注意言行,可艾基本没有大的收敛,不得不被抓。估计他的经济问题放在其它法制国家,都可以治罪的。只不过中国逃税的富人不计其数,当局想要抓的话,估计都得进监狱,为什么抓艾,大家其实心里都知道
而冉、刘是文字狱,刘的案情要严重些,参与策划一些事,而冉只不过天天写博客罢了
近两年杂事繁多,很久没看他的博客了,原来如此。。。唉
@何者
我主要是通过Google Reader来订阅我喜欢的博客,当然也很喜欢Google reader推荐的内容。如果你有一个Gmail邮箱的话,就可以使用Google Reader了。更多的时候,感觉读博客是一个不断学习的过程
冉在入狱前基本是每日一博的,反那个共基本是他博客的主题。感觉他天天陷入此中,近乎病态,不能自拔,其实我也一样,只不过没他的胆量和恒心
你这里应该可以显示我的邮箱,若不介意,也请留个去处给我。谢谢。
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